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Friday, September 25th, 2009
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OMG IT'S BEEN TO LONG SINCE I UPDATED PROPERLY Figures XD!
I'm so bad at updating. Seriously *flails* Anywho so what have I been up to? TOO MANY THINGS…INCLUDING GOING TO MALAYSIA 8D! Yes that was back in July I know, but I am insanely crap at updating and when I do I write shit loads D>!!
So I guess you guys want to read what happened XD I have pictures T.T! Lots!
Hopefully it'll break down my writing X3! And to break it down even further I'm going to split it into 2 parts X3! Cause it is insanely long.
Okay if you want to read a lonnnnnnnnnng post about my trip to Malaysia filled with lots of pics…
( ...follow me<3~ )
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Wednesday, September 23rd, 2009
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| Time: | 9:21 am. |
| Mood: |  busy. | | Music: | BANZAI (instrumental)-Kaela Kimura. |
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Urgh I know-I'VE STILL NOT POSTED MY MALAYSIA ENTRY! Thing is-I've written it all out, I'm just too lazy to copy and paste and then load the pictures X3! *shot* I'LL DO IT! BEFORE I GO TO UNI THIS SATURDAY, I WILL DO IT!!! *flails*!
So yeah-everyone has started Uni already (pretty much everyone) and I don't start until this Saturday which is kind of sucky because I've been sat on my own at home a little fed up. There's no one online cause everyone is out and about, getting to know other people which is how it should be-BUT I JUST WISH I'D STARTED UNI AT THE SAME TIME D>!!!
So what have I been doing meanwhile?! lmao-I've been engrossing myself in Japanese movies. I've watched 4 already this week @_@! I guess I'll write a bit about them =D! YAY MOVIE REVIEWS BY HARJ!!!
So if you want to read, then....
( CLICK HERE! NO SPOILERS <3~! AYE PROMISE m(_ _)m! )
I guess you just gotta wait a LITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTLE longer for me to post about my trip to Malaysia X3!
Hope everyone has been doing okay =).
Sorry I'm so crap at posting D>!
Harj
xoxoxo
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Thursday, September 10th, 2009
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Thursday, August 13th, 2009
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Can't be asked to update (yet) and plus I have limited internet time D>!
SO I'll just do some random meme's =^-^=
From Trickywagon
- leave me a comment saying "WHY SO SERIOUS?"
- I'll respond by asking you five questions so I can get to know you better.
- Update your journal with the answers to the questions.
- Include this explanation in the post and offer to ask other people questions 1) Who do you love the most after Tora?
OMG D>! Urm urm... urm *thinks reeeeeeeeeeeeeeal hard*.
I guess Toma, ne? XD lmao! I would have said Mike Shinoda except I'm really not as obsessed with him anymore =/ we'll stick with Toma-san <3~! *shot* But seriously-IT'S TORA ALL THE WAY FOR ME <3~ T.T!
2) When will you get a Twitter? D>
WAHAHAH XD IDK!!!
Whenever I get time to I guess T___________T with me not being able to come on the internet freely it's very difficult to get everything I want to do done ._______.!
3) Do you like tomatoes? (because I bought a soup for you with tomatoes in it ;A;)
Yup I'm one of those strange people who actually likes tomatoes XDDD! LMAO! TOMATO SOUP FTW 8D!
4) Shorts or Skirts?
Urgh well I don't usually wear either XD. But if I'm wearing a skirt it's usually no short then my knees. Shorts I've only ever worn when I've been on holiday. Seriously-it's never warm enough in the U.K. to wear shorts X_X. So I guess that means I'm going with skirts? XD
5) What do you plan to be when you grow up? 8DD ahaha
I HAVE NO IDEA (/o\)!
My mum wants me to be a dentist u.u she's been harping on about it since I was like 6 (that's no joke D>!) but I could not STAND being a dentist D> and besides I probably don't have the grades for it anyway XD LMAO!
Since I'm going into science I guess research or something.
When I was in my teens though I really wanted to be a writer (part of me still does I guess X3) but my mum was all, "THAT'S NOT GOING TO GET YOU ENOUGH MONEY TO LIVE D=!" ...And then the other day my mum said to me, "Why don't you become a writer?" for which I was ready to throw myself out of the window for u.u!
END OF LONG AND BORING STORY *shot* XD!
NEXT RANDOM MEME THING XD!
1. Write down every letter of your name.
2. Then type a song that pops up in your mind in each letter of your name as the first letter.
3. Count the number of letters and tag that many people in your friends list.
H How would it be?-Lene Marlin
A Anything-Kate Earl (wtf is with all these female vocalists popping into my head? XD LMAO!)
R Rebirth-Skillet
J JEWELS-alice nine. (J is a hard one D>)
O Only You-Joshua Radin
T Time is running out-Muse
Well that was interesting O.O!
Right end off random post =^-^=.
I shall update with EVERYTHING that happened in Malaysia...next time X3!
Harj
xoxoxo
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Wednesday, June 10th, 2009
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Yup yup! I finally got round to doing my own kinda layout ^-^!
Meet Ikuta Toma-san <3~! Bwahah XD! Okay so it was a toss up between a layout with Tora or Toma...Toma won because the background was easier to edit XD *fails*!
Hmm so that's pretty much all for now. Exam season is underway, and has been for a month but my first exam is today u.u the waiting has been agonising X_X! Anywho-wish me luck 8D!
<3~! GOOD LUCK TO EVERYONE ELSE <3~!
xoxoxo
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| Subject: | ARISU LUB <3~! |
| Time: | 9:15 am. |
| Mood: |  crazy. | | Music: | ROSARIO/Corona/Kousai/WHITE PRAYER/cosmic world- alice nine.. |
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HI Y'ALL!
Yeah sorry for not posting again last week >.<! I didn't get a chance to but yeah- gives me more to write now, right?
WELL I'll try not to bore everyone. So Thursday last week was our last ever Silver Surfers session D= Silver Surfers is where a group of us at school help older people in the community to use computers (dw, we did get paid for it XD). ANYWHO- yes, last week was our last ever session T.T quite sad because it was really nice and I enjoyed doing it. All of us got given a HMV gift card which just made me go *P* MUSICCCCCCCCC! LMAO XD! Hmm so after the session us teachers (lol) went to Cosmo for a end of SIlver Surfers meal. Cosmo (for those of you who don't know) is a Pan-Asian restaurant and it's so awesome *P* it's got Chinese, Japanese, Indian, Malaysian- URGH SO MUCH VARIETY! AND IT'S A BUFFET SO YOU CAN EAT ALL YOU WANT FOR £12 *O*!!!!!! Aww it was a really nice evening. Really enjoyed it ^-^!
Hmm weekend- nah not much happened there. The High Street Carnival was on on Saturday and as it does every year it rained and it rained so all my poor brownies got wet T.T usually I do it too but I didn't this year because of revision etc @_@ and also this year the brownie pack I work with dressed up as smurfs... as fun as that would have been, I think I'm glad I saved myself the chance of being facepainted blue and having to walk up the high street looking like a numpty XDDD!
Yesterday was a pretty awesome day I have to say. I think it's because it was Jah's birthday XD HAPPY BIRTHDAY AGAIN JAH <3~ I KNOW I'VE SAID IT ABOUT 29348239048 TIMES ALREADY BUT NEVERMIND XDD! Hmm- yeah I had double physics in the morning yesterday which wasn't too bad. Rhys and Saadiq were being typical children (as usual) which was just funny XD then Saadiq decided to tell Rhys about his ingenius idea of a 13 month calender with 28 days in every month and then there'd be one spare day which would come between every year and would be dubbed the day of "nothing"! Saadiq is insane sometimes. He's convinced Molybdenum (element in the periodic table) is the meaning to life only because it's the 42nd element on the periodic table XD! Ah dear- we try not to ruin his dreams.
Had a free where I did nothing really XD I just emailed Trine because I couldn't be asked to revise. OH and I had Arisu playing <3 It kept me amused!
Had early lunch with Sophie and Debbs which was really nice. I don't think I've had a really nice lunch like that in a LONNNNNNNNG time. We actually had a good conversation and found out about Sophie's stationary obsession XD I thought I was bad... so did Debbs! We're convinced we have to take Sophie shopping now just to see how bad she is lmao!
Then I had Chemistry which was a bit lonely because it was just me and Tom on the table. Chazz wasn't in and Saadiq and Stephen had a Critical Thinking exam (pfft what a waste of an exam xD) so just me and Tom. It wasn't too bad though! Tom showed me some cool bands on his ipod such as LUNA HALO (Yeah I kept thinking of LUNA SEA XD *shot*) and Birds of Tokyo both of which were pretty awesome!
Hmm then I had a free and cause it was the end of the day I was heading home when I bumped into Chris down the corridor. He was all like "I NEED TO GO TOP MY PHONE UP D= COME WITH ME PLEASE CAUSE I HAVE NO ONE TO KEEP ME COMPANY!" So I went with him seeing as he asked so nicely XD lmao! But it was CHUCKING IT DOWN WITH RAIN so we both got SOAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAKED and Chris, being a typical guy had no jacket on u.u he had one in his bag but was just too lazy to put it on (/o\)! lmao! I don't know *shakes head*! It was kinda fun though XD and he was all "OMG I'M SO SORRY I MADE YOU COME CAUSE NOW YOU'RE SOAKED D=!" <3~! awwww! lol!
Hmm- yeah got home then went on msn and JAH AND TRINE WERE ONLINE D= IT WAS SHOCKING! THAT HASN'T HAPPENED IN A WHILE XD! So I was uber excited! xDDDD! lmao! AH DEAR...!
Brownies afterwards which went quite well. It was fun 8D except when one pariticular brownie was being all stubborn so I had to tell Jackie to yell at her. That seemed to work X3! OH and I had to re-new my promise O.O now i didn't know I was meant to be doing it then... I thought we'd planned for me to do that after I come back from exams but nope. I did it yesterday so now I'm officially a Guide Leader! FWAW! I have the badge to provie it 8D!
Well yeah that's mostly what's been happening. OH YEAH! LAST WEEK OF SCHOOL EVER O_O!!!! It hasn't really sunk in yet =/... it'll hit me full force on Friday during assembly. I know I'll be bawling my eyes out XDD!
ONTO OTHER NEWS! My love for Arisu has returned. Granted it wavered because they were making such crap music. I still don't like CROSS GAME that much. The music is alright, but Shou's singing >.<... okay so it's mostly the chorus I don' t like >.<! But then I actually listened to atmosphere and Mugen-electric eden- and they are such gorgeous songs T_T! Mugen-electric eden- has to be my favourite out of the two. Then we get to VANDALIZE which has to be alice nine.'s weakest album EVER. I've tried listening to it all and I guess it's not as dire and Linkin Park's album "Minutes to Midnight" because I couldn't even listen to that album. But VANDALIZE- I'm sorry but Tora, all the songs he composed made me shake my head >.< Drella sounds alright but I don't like the lyrics or the style of singing in it. Hyakkaryouran just has a really annoying ringing sound in it which makes my head hurt (u.u;). So really Tora- YOU'VE LET ME DOWN SWEETIE T_______________T! But on the other hand- Subaru... something about that song which really hooked me and I quite like that one X3 so really Saga's taken a turn for the better (he composed that as well as Mugen-electric eden-) whereas Tora needs a kick up the backside u.u!
Even so... tora<33333333333333333333~! lmao XD *shot* I swear I've gone into fangirl mode more so then before. It was NEVER this bad. It's so bad Trine claims that I'm worse then her now O_______________________O;;;! THAT JUST CAN'T BE POSSIBLE (/o\)!
AND ON THAT NOTE! I think I've writen enough to last the week XD lmao I'm kidding.
Hope I didn't put anyone to sleep X_X!
SPEAK SOON <3~
Harj
xoxoxo
P.S. Speaking of Linkin Park- anyone heard their new song "New Divide"? Here it is ! To be honest- sounds a bit like "What I've Done" to me... yeah... let's wait until we hear the whole sond, yeah?
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Yes okay okay people. I POSTED 8D!
Yeah I should really be doing some school work or something =/ but I'm a bit bored... and it's 9:15am so I don't think I'm quite in the school frame of mind yet XD!
FIRST OFF:- Credits to ljlayouts.org/ for the layout 8D! Man my html skills have gone RUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUSTY D= it's very sad actually. When exams are over I will definitely refresh my html skills 8D! Need to really- I mean my website has been abandoned for more then a year or two in fact (/o\)! It needs a new layout and needs updating- MAJORLY >.<! I might just go close it temporarily... ah we'll see.
So how is everyone? Good?
What's been happening in my world? Urm not much other then school u.u. Such a boring life at the moment. It's just revise revise REVISE @_@ but it's going to be worth it in August when I get my results 8D ... well it better have been worth it <_<!!!
Weather's been getting warmer which is a first because it doesn't even feel like we had a summer last year X3!
Today though it's decided to be windy... again u.u;;;!
Hmm well I should probably go get dressed and do something useful for school otherwise I'll inevitably start panicing before I have to leave XD!
I'll leave you with Tora who says hi <3~!
^ He appologises for not being very photogenic <3~!
Harj
xoxoxo
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Friday, February 6th, 2009
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| Subject: | Ahem... ^-^! |
| Time: | 8:08 pm. |
| Mood: |  content. | | Music: | I Wish- Home Made Kazoku/ Superman- The Violet Burning. |
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WELL- I've done a tora D= !!!
Yes I haven't blogged here in ages ^-^;;;!
It's only cause Mandy told me to am I blogging otherwise she said she'll spam me D=!!!!!
Lol! I'm kidding. SPAM ALL YOU WANT MANDY 8D!
Hmm- well not much to say really.
Lots of snow outside >.>.
Makes me wonder how I'm going to get to work tomorrow morning D=!
I'll probably have to... WALK O_O! lol! I don't walk to work. I walk to school lots but work? Nah. I drive to work. I'm too lazy to wake up early on a Saturday to go walk to work XD ahah I might have to thought tomorrow D= !
And on that note- I have to go shower and stuff O.O!
Speak soon... maybe ^-^;;;!
xoxoxo
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Ah dear! I can't believe I haven't posted for so long. It's been *counts on fingers* 8 months O_O!!!!
I think I need to take blogging lessons from someone ='D!
So much has happened. Well firstly, school wise all exams are over and done and I've completed my first year in 6th form. Already? I know- I feel the same way. Things seem to have just gone by so quickly, I'm still getting over the fact that I've not posted here for so long X3! Exams are done, oh yeah I failed Psychology in January so ended up retaking that exam again in the summer X_X! NEVER AGAIN! I've learnt my lesson- get it right the first time to avoid retaking because retaking the exam is too much stress and hassle. In January I had a bigger breakdown then in the Summer... but I think I've learnt to cope better with all this. I think.
Uh huh- so schools out, and now I'm having to think about Uni O_O! I know- yet again, things have gone by so quickly. This time last year I didn't have a clue where I wanted to go, what I wanted to do in life and to be honest I'm still in the same position. Except, this time I have a better idea. Seeing as I'm studying science it seems wise to pursue a career in that area- see the logic? LOL. So I've looked at everything from all angles- Physics, as much as I love it I can't study it in Uni. because I've not done Maths at A-Level standard. Besides, Maths annoys me so that's out of the question. Chemistry, well- I enjoy it but I find it really difficult at times to understand a lot of the concepts. Biology at the moment seems to be the only thing which really stands out- I enjoy it, I understand it and if I want I can even combine it with Chemistry and do something like Biochemistry... except I don't want to. I'm looking at either Biological Sciences or Biomedical Sciences. I don't want to look at Medicine because that gives me no wriggle room, so to speak. I don't know if being a doctor or something like that is for me. By doing something like Biological Sciences or Biomedical Sciences I can find an area which I really enjoy and would like to pursue further, such as research maybe, molecular 'stuff' =3, ecology... etc. The list is endless.
Other then Uni, we had the trip to Geneva, Switzerland in June. It was probably one of the best school trips I've ever been on. It was so much fun. As for educational- well, unless you count football then it wasn't very educational X'D! But it was really enjoyable. Made up for the crapiness at the start of the year. Since I've come back, I've been feeling a bit more optimistic about- just life in general I think. Things have been rubbish family wise but you know what? It's not my problem. I'm fed up of feeling guilty or sad on my families behalf for their stupidity (mostly my cousins). I know it's not a nice thing to say, but it's true. I feel tied down and when i feel tied down, I get depressed. I've realised that so I'm going to learn from that and ... yeah.
Hmm... other then school and home life, things hvae been good =D!
Music wise I've started listening to a lot of pianoy and soft guitary stuff, and a lot more female artists. Do you realise there are so many amazing female artists out there? Not just solo ones but in bands as well? I'm not talking about Paramore. Sure she has a nice voice, but there's nothing in it which really makes me go "wow". I tell you who did. Dawn Richardson from the band Fireflight. 
If you like powerful songs and powerful music then you'll probably like Fireflight. They are a Christian Rock band, but I'm sure even if you're not a Christian you'll like their music. I'm not one and I LOVE the music. Their new album, "Unbreakable" is just incredible. I'll give a low down on the album =D!
1.Unbreakable- This song is incredible. There are no words to describe how amazing it is. It really picks you up when you're feeling down and makes you feel as if there is a rainbow after the storm.
2. You Gave Me A Promise- This song is another pick you up song when you feel depressed or as if you've lost all hope. It's another incrediblly powerful song.
3. Brand New Day- This song starts of sounding quite mellow, quite like the start of another dull and woeful day, but when you hit the chorus you really get the message- that the song is about moving forward and leaving yesterday behind and looking to the future. I think we all need a wakeup call like this every once in a while.
4. The Hunger- This is a pure hard rock track, one you can really mosh to. If you read the lyrics though it's about really looking deep inside yourself and realising what's missing. It's about filling the gap I guess.
5.Stand Up- This song is one I think anyone can relate to. We've all had times when we've wanted to hide away because of something we've done or something that's happened to make you feel ashamed or hurt. The song really shows that many people are in the same situation, but there is always a way out of it as long as you stand up and face the problem head on.
6. Forever- This is a really sad and moving song. It's about loneliness and wanting someone, anyone to be there for you when you need them.
7. Go Ahead- This song is about ignorance I think. It's about ignoring something or someone who is there (I think it's a reference to God in the song) who wants to be there and about letting them.
8. The Love We Had Before- Ooo- male and female vocals <3! I think this is a song that any couple can relate to. Every relationship has it's ups and downs, and it's about compromising and trying to find the love that you both had before. That is the song in a nutshell I think.
9. So Help Me God- I think this song represents prayer. When you're in a desperate situation and have no one to turn to, who do you turn to? God. This song basically shows that. About wanting to break out of the situation and finding peace.
10. Wrapped In Your Arms- Ah, another slow ballad but it's so pretty T_T! It's about finding love, about finding home- about finding a place where you belong. The song starts of really ballady but then half way through, or near the end (?), it really kicks in and is so powerful and heart wrenching. You can't help but love this song.
Well that is what I think of the album. If you're still not convinced, then I dare you to go to youtube and look up the video for "Unbreakable". You'll be left wanting more. Trust me on that one.
Okay, well... I'd love to do more reviews like this but I'm afraid I have so much to do. Perhaps another day O.O okay?
Take care all!
I PROMISE I WILL BLOG AGAIN BEFORE NEXT YEAR XD!
Harj
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Thursday, November 22nd, 2007
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i HAVE A TEST TOMORROW
AND I CAN'T BE BUGGERED TO REVISE >.<
okay so i know i HAVE to revise because if i dont, it'll be ANOTHER test i've failed so far this term and chances are i'll get kicked off of the course- but there's just SOOOOOOOO much!!!!! UGHHHHHHHHHH! *groans*
I've gotta finish my marble presentation yet which is for physics, and i told him i'd be ready for tomorrow which i should be, i hope- but i just can't think of what to write. I thought i'd finished it and then he went and told me i had a whole load of stuff to add -.-! Lovely...
So i got to do that, then i have to revise
GAHHHHHHHH!
Well, good thing is after tomorrow morning i'll be less BLEH about it cause i would have done the exam-
however then i have to start panicking about the biology mock exam i've got coming next week xDDD
oh the fun never ends T__T!
On a brighter note
My faith in alice nine is restoring, slowly.
I heard the sample tracks for ALPHA on the OHP (if you've not heard it yet- GO LISTEN NOW!!) and I have to say- Saga is right- it's deffinately a dangerous album. It's certainly different- and they've synthesised and used a hell of a lot of technology such as doing odd things to Shou's voice and stuff- but I have to be honest and say that I'm looking forward to hearing it now ^.^ GAH! I WANT MY COPY TO ARRIVE NOW TT___TT!
I showed some friends at school some of the songs and they completely anihilated arisu. I got comments like, "The tracks all sound the same," or, "That doesn't sound right at all," and, "They're not doing anything different here," and it all just made me feel really bad. I mean it's obviously going to sound different, I know I was a bit aprehensive about the change but after hearing some of the samples I'm happy that at least they're not completely conforming and turning "pop"- they still have their edge there- so i've decided that i'm now going to shutup about arisu at school because there is no one who sees my side of it, and if i even try to show my side of it- it won't matter.
INSTEAD I'LL TELL ANYONE ON HERE XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
Okay, so I'm bored- actually i'm procrastinating- so i'll give my 'low-down' on the tracks, what i think anyway- i am strange, so if you don't get what i mean- sue me XD! no don't really! I CAN'T AFFORD A LAWYER T^T!!!
ALPHA TRACK LIST
1.ZERO - I actually quite like what i'm hearing with this song. Not many people seem to like it so far, but i think it has potential so i'm looking forward to hearing the whole song.
2.cosmic world - At first i really didn't like the chorus, such as the preview here would show but after watching the PV and hearing the whole song- I'm beginning to like it a little more. Still- the chorus is weird and at times the song doesn't seem to go well- i mean it just suddenly goes from major to minor in the guitar solo and that just made it sound queer. Over all though, it's an alright 'happy' song.
3.AOI TORI - This really wasn't what I was expecting it to be. From the name of it, and the way arisu was going I thought that it would be more 'pop' like but I'm pleased that it's not XDDD it sounds alright- so yeah, again I can't wait to hear the whole song ^.^
4.JEWELS - oh we've all heard this song XD tis <3
5.9th Revolver - I like the fact that this song isn't so- upbeat- if you know what I mean. It's different in comparison to cosmic world- not dark- different- i make no sense right? XDDDD wanna hear it all <.<
6.-Dice- - everyone seems to LOVE this song- to be honest, when I first heard it I burst out laughing XD I think this song is laughable at first, it's really heavy- the guitars and drums are really fast paced and it has some really hard elements- but then shou starts singing XD and that's what made me laugh XDDDD! ah dear- the pitch that his voice is at doesn't suit this song i dont think- i reckon he should have been a bit more deeper with his vocals- but that's just me xDD but i do like the song! admittable, this has to be a tora song- it's just too heavy NOT to be one of his songs XD
7.NUMBER SIX. - IM SO GLAD THEY DIDN'T RE-RECORD THIS! *hugs arisu for that* T^T ATLEAST THEY DIDN'T RUIN IT LIKE THEY DID WITH BLUE PLANET!
8.KOUSAI- hmm... don't know what to think about this song. It's slower but I think it's probably one of the FEW songs where shou's voie isn't edited and stuff- it's a very- practical song I think. No gimmics with it (or what i've heard of the sample XD) it's just straight forward- what you hear is what you get type song. Credable.
9.WHITE PRAYER- <333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333 <-- that says it all!
10.ERASER - cosmic world part 2, to be honest. Could have done without a song like that- but shou shows that he can sing REALLY HIGH again- so yeah, credit for varied vocals- but for originality it would be something like 2/10... it's not a bad song, i just don't think it's very original. sounds like something i've heard before.
11.BLUE PLANET- THEY RE-RECORDED IT AND RUINED IT TT^TT THAT IS MY ONLY COMMENT ABOUT THIS!!! *groans*
12.Cradle to [Alpha] - well, there's no sample of this on the OHP so i can't comment XDDD must be pretty special if they haven't put up a sample- either that or it's an instrumental track?! WHO KNOWS! *shrugs* we'll find out- NEXT WEEK WHEN THE ALBUM COMES OUT! *gets all high again*
Right so that's my verdict
based on 35 second samples XDD haha!
It may all change when the album's released and I hear it all, but that's the general gist of things.
Okay so with that all over and done with- I'm off to actually do some work now- shocking, I KNOW! xDDD!
Thanks to anyone who reads this again xDD
random mussings of a 16 year old- you all must love it XD
IM KIDDING!!!
Anywho, shall write again when i get time.
Probably not next week- unless it's like on saturday or something. Ah well, we shall see.
Here's Harj signing out- on a lethargic high- UNABLE TO WAIT FOR WEDNESDAY NEXT WEEK!!!
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Saturday, November 17th, 2007
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| Subject: | -no comment- |
| Time: | 8:20 pm. |
| Mood: |  crappy. | | Music: | Crawling-LP/Rooftops-Lostprophets/DAYBREAK'S BELL-L'arcEnCiel/SHALLOW SLEEP-Hyde. |
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Sorry for not updating in AGGGGGGGGES...
well it's not like anyone reads these entries anyway... so i guess i can write WHATEVER...
Firstly- i feel drained. It's 8:30pm and i could sleep right now. If I literally rested my head on the table i could go to sleep- i'm not even lying.
Secondly- I thought I had my motivation back to you know, get on and do my school work and achieve well- well now i just feel low. After what my mum told me Friday evening I was ready to cry my eyes out. I know crying doesn't solve anything- well, apparently... but it's cathartic... and it works for me. Sometimes I just wish my mum worked elsewhere. She tells me things from school that I don't mind sometimes, but half the time it's such a burden. I mean she tells me things sometimes which I don't want to know, especially about myself.
Thirdly- After lacking energy, motivation I'm also lacking my creativity. I've not drawn anything in a month, if not more. I've not written any more chapters for the fanfic for weeks- and it's just gone- I still have all my ideas, what I want to do- but I just can't seem to get it down on paper. Everytime I try to do it- my mind just freezes on me and it goes blank. Fourthly- Okay, i'm lacking energy, motivation, creativity and most of all I'm lacking in a friend. That sounds stupid and makes me sound like a loser- I do have friends- but I don't feel as if I have a really close friend right now at school mostly, you know someone who I see daily who I can just tell everything to. There are many I've thought I could tell things to- turns out that I just can't anymore. Not because of them, mostly because of me and because of change. I hate that word- change. But right now I feel like that's what I need... I just want to leave everything.
Just stop living this life and make a new life.
Move far away.
Meet new people.
See the world as I want to see it, not as it's depicted typically.
I want to experience everything.
There's so much to see, so much to do and I just feel- insignificant.
I feel as if I'm just a 'thing'- just 'there'.
I think it's partly because I moved a lot when I was younger, so I probably miss all that. I don't want to do the typical settle-down-in-one-place-forever. I don't crave such a secure life. It's just too- cliche for me. I've seen many things when I was child, the good and the bad and I just want to create more memories on that. I want to meet all those people who i used to know, who I used to be so close to and see everyday- who I knew as well as I knew myself- those people who I barely know now- those people whose names I know but personalities are a mystery to me. I want to meet all the people I've never met- people who make me feel like a person- who make me feel as if I am important and who don't take me for granted. So much I want
So little I can have
Because by asking for so much
I'm being selfish and not considering those who have nothing-
But it's like food- once you start eating, you want more- you want to taste more, experience different tastes
I've tasted life and now it feels as if that taste is disappearing, if not already gone-
Does anyone understand what I mean?
And why is there not a smiley in the mood bit which says "empty"?!?!?!
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Friday, August 10th, 2007
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| Time: | 5:05 pm. |
| Mood: |  tired. | | Music: | you call listening to my mum music?! lol. |
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![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) TAGGED BY:warmeyes
Rules: Post the explanation of where your username came from. Then tag TEN users whose explanations you'd like to hear. If you are tagged post the explanation to your page.
Alrighty then... I guess I should begin firstly by saying that my full username of which I'd intended was SUPPOSED TO BE crawlingXnumbangel, but live journal was BLEH and cut of the last part of 'angel'.
Okay, with that in mind I shall continue...
I started off thinking "i need a username... something which i can stick to and use in more places then one, such as myspace, websites etc.etc.". At that point I was going through a HUUUUUUUUUUUUUGE Linkin Park stage (they have always been my saviours <3 however their new stuff for me is a disappointment TT^TT) and a HUUUUUUUUUUUUUGE Evanescence stage too. I wanted to build my own website and at that time I was going through some hard times. I started listening to "Missing" loads by Evanescence and the lines in the song:
"And if I bleed, I'll bleed knowing you don't care
And if I sleep just to dream of you, I'll wake without you there..."
after that I just knew I had to use that song title as a username, but it seemed a little... short... so I went back to my LP obsession and took two of my favourite and well known songs (crawling and numb) and stuck angel at the end for good measure, ending up with my longer username of 'missing_crawlingXnumb angel". Usually it's shortened to either "crawlingXnumbangel" or "mIsSiNg..." because some sites don't let me have a stupidly long username... like this one -___-!!
okay so that's that... the very long and simply history behind my username/s.
now i have to tag people don't I?! okay... let me go find people first *runs off*
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Yeash I've decided to do a new post because, well, I haven't done one in a while. He he... *shifty eyes*
Well exams are all finished now! HURRAH! and now i have lots of time on my hands at home, not doing a whole lot... although for the past 2 weeks I had to work EVERYDAY because Chazz was on holiday in turkey <_<... she owes me. It was not fun being stuck with kids for 2 whole weeks! I swear they're all out to kill each other. Reasons? well here are some examples:
1. One of the got kicked by someone twice their height
2. One of them got they're head smacked against the wall by another kid who claimed she'd done it by "accident"
3. The kids who claimed she'd done it by accident then got smacked with tennis racket in the face
so yeah... they're all deadly... surprised i didn't get hurt *ponders* then again, i sorta did... haha! XD! ahem...
but now i'm back to just 2 days a week which is good, cause I need a break ^_^!!
well lately i've not been doing a great deal. Been drawing (fanart... really need to get a deviantart account!), writing fanfic (best do the next chapter before i get throttled by trine, hana and any one else O_O), webdesigning (need to finish the aliceninecorona site and make a new layout for tentai umbrella >_<), watching movies, seeing friends and all that jazz...
ok honestly more of my time has been spent on the laptop but yeah... i am an addict, leave me alone! <_<... lol
i have been reading novels too! need to do a leeeeeeeeeetle bit more reading though, i am lacking a bit... oh and i've been finding more arisu pics ^^!
oooo if anyone has the NeoGenisis Vol4 scans, could they please up them for me?!
cause i looked in J-Rock scans and well, the links are down >_<! i know i should go and ask on there, but i'll probably just go ask trine. she usually has them. if not, then this stands! if i don't take this little bit down in 2-3 days, then i haven't found the scans! lol! thanks
THANK YOU TRIN-SAN FOR THE SCANS ^^ lol!
hurm... other then that, not much else to say. so, what has everyone else been up to?!?!
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i now have a deviantart account if anyone is interested.
tis http://crawlingxnumbangel.deviantart.com/
^^ feel free to comment or message or add me!
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OH MY FUCKING GOD!!! I just found the link to download the "WHITE PRAYER" single and I've downloaded it and and... OH MY GOD!!! IT'S SO FUCKING AWESOME!!!!! (Twas downloaded from xalicenineclubx community) Well, I've been listening to "WHITE PRAYER" for a week now, and that has got to be one of the best songs by Alice Nine (single wise). It's so powerful and creative, and I love the English in it!!! It's so cool!!! The PV is amazing too and they all look so hawwwwwwwwwt!!! Ok, sutorei cat starts of really punk rock like (it's quite unusual for A9) but as you get to the chorus, i am reminded a lot of Rosario... a bit. It is actually quite different to any of their other stuff! It's seriously punk rock- like... *wonders who wrote this one*... hmmm... not a bad song... reminds me a little of blink182 mixed with fall out boy... mixed with Bis! haha! Might have been saga or hiroto?!?! not really a tora type song at all... *Scratches neck* hmm...
Omg! The last Empire is really heavy at the start... i love this!!! *bounces up and down* I am inclined to believe that this is deffo a Tora type song... gosh the drumming's intense too... and shou is singing all heavy metal style-ish... ok it just got slightly lighter at the chorus... hmm... ok the guitaring is quite distorted... omg! THIS IS SO HEAVY METAL!!! I LOVE IT! !!! I WANT MORE SONGS LIKE THIS!!!
WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!!! It's like a cross of white prayer, kowloon... and ... something from givuss perhaps?!?! deffo a tora song!!! I LOVE IT!!! Ok it's officially my fave from this single!!! *is really high and screaming madly* oh man... the ending is really sudden... makes me wanna listen to it again! *goes and listens to it all again* I fucking love this song!!! its so intense... AMAZING *_*!!!! *runs around mad like* *head bangs as best as she can* weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!! I am incredibly high now!! This single has really made me regain all hope in music. After my disappointment in LP and now how Amy Lee has kicked 2 of her band members out (it's so confusing, i dunno what's happened but i'll just stick to that theory for now) of Evanescence I was quite bummed out... but Alice Nine have really made me happy now. This single is intense... i love it to bits!!! Must go put on my i-pod now... hmm... *runs off*
well best start revising for english exam later... or i could go make luncheons?! yes i shall do that ^_^!
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Just pmed Trine, and thought I'd write what I wrote to her in here...
AS QUOTED BY TRINE:
WHITE PRAYER: It does remind of Jewels... Have you read some interview where they said that they haven't found "the alice nine." yet? That they haven't found the "real alice nine. style music"? Oh well... I think that they've already found it long time ago. All the singles that they've done had these 3 things in it:
1. Music that brings a smile on you're face/ Sun shining / summer feeling (Tentai Umbrella, Rosario, Sutorei Cat, Hana Ichi Monme, Red Carpet Going on...)
2. Medium hard / Sad? / Beautiful (Kowloon, White Prayer, Jewels, Time Machine, Fantasy...)
3. HARD / Deep / ? / Sad / (The last Empire, Senjou ni Hanataba Wo, Lemon, Merou ni Shizunde, 13...)
See what I mean? LOVE IT! <333 :DDD aww... i can see what you mean... but if you think about it, all the singles they've released, they've all been very different... i mean, jewels for example was really light, quite poppy sounding whereas white prayer is much more rock like and harder to some extent. I think that everything they've done is experimental, so they're just trying to see what they feel more comfortable with. Maybe when they say that they haven't found the "alice nine" sound, they haven't found that something which they're 100% confident with producing over and over again without getting bored with it. To be honest, if that's the case, they'll never find the alice nine sound :parg: ... but like you said, they probably have found it already.
I feel that the A9 sound is much more varied musical wise... you never know what you're going to get with them! One minute it's light and pop like, the next it's heavy and intense... it's so diverse... which is what i love about A9... they're not afraid to try different sounds and be experimental. It's bands like that which I respect and love listening to over and over again, because the music never bore me or sounds the same... reminds me of what got me into linkin park, but their new album just sounds like any other rock band, don't you think?! they've lost their "pazz azz" i feel... it's just not what it used to be... *sad face*... okay, now i'm just reminising and blogging to some extent... i'll just copy that and put it in my blog... ahem...
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Tuesday, February 27th, 2007
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It's the second day back at school and I'm at home feeling like crap!!!!!!!!!! Ugh... I woke up last night at around one and there was a really sharp throbbing in my head by my right ear. Everytime I moved a fraction it felt as if someone was prodding me really hard with a sharp pointy stick. I was literally in tears cause it hurt so much. Somehow though I mannaged to get some painkillers from downstairs which helped me get some sleep. I woke up at 7 to get ready for school and found that I was feeling so bunged up and my head hurt so much. I also felt really weak... that bits better now cause I had some soup and lots of bread (we all love soup!). So yeah I haven't gone to school today.
I mannaged to catch up on a hell of a lot of sleep. Got up at 12 and ate something. Been doing stuff since then like TRYING, I say TRYING cause I get distracted so easily, to do my astronomy coursework. I feel like such an idiot cause I forgot to write in when I'd done the observations! lol! I wrote in the time and weather conditions but forgot all about the bleeding date! gah!
Ah well, listening to Alice Nine is making me better. Shou's voice is so calming... love it to bits! Now there's a man who can sing! LOVE YA SHOU!!!!!!!!!!!!! *Sniffs* I'm not crying, I have a cold ^-^!!!!!!! I swear we're going to run out of tissue boxes by the end of the week if my nose continues as it is!
Nightmare's album "the WORLD Ruler" is out tomorrow! wheeeeeeeeeeeee! Can't wait!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm still annoyed with Linkin Park though... why couldn't they come to England during July not June?!?!?!? I posted a comment in Mike's journal about it... he may have sorta read it cause they released more dates in Europe for them touring... but none of them were in the U.K. I'll just have to hope they come to the U.K. again sometime soon... *huff*.
Well I'm going to quite stalling now and do some more coursework... need to work out the date when I made my observations... *shakes head*... I'm so out of it today!
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Thursday, February 22nd, 2007
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Hey all!
This is my first entry... stupid livejournal! IT WON'T LET ME LOAD MY OWN LAYOUT! GRRRRRRRRRRRRR! Ah well... my blogger was being bleh! It wanted me to do all sorts so I thought, forget it! I'll just go some place else and here I am... it doesn't matter that I can't make my own layout (it does really, but I'm trying to calm myself down) but despite that, this is better then a blogger... but bloggers let you make your own layouts... but then again the layouts go kinda bleh on them... i'm going to stop rambling now...
hmmm... well half-term is almost over and I'm annoyed... I've been working all week and god are kids annoying! Who'd have thought? Then again I'd expected them to be worse so in a way I guess I'm lucky that they didn't pull any stunts like in daddy day care or home alone... yup.... Anyways I'm going to leave this entry here... I'm multi-tasking loads and this well, I give up! So it ends here! Bye all Harj
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worried.
anxious.
hungry.
lethargic.